There are many who make me smile, but only he can make me cry.
It was such a glorious morning. I got up totally fresh and revved-up to face the world. A mail from a (rather special) friend completely took away my wind (or rather the air from my tyres) and left me totally flat.
I can't really share what was in the mail but can tell you that I am in the pits right now. I don't know why I am feeling so emotional and have been crying my eyes (and heart) out. To be fair to the poor man.. he didn't really say anything rude - Just plain old truth about me and how I have been letting my life rule me.
It was such a glorious morning. I got up totally fresh and revved-up to face the world. A mail from a (rather special) friend completely took away my wind (or rather the air from my tyres) and left me totally flat.
I can't really share what was in the mail but can tell you that I am in the pits right now. I don't know why I am feeling so emotional and have been crying my eyes (and heart) out. To be fair to the poor man.. he didn't really say anything rude - Just plain old truth about me and how I have been letting my life rule me.
Do you know that paper can cut like a razor?
Just white paper,
An unwritten letter
Makes me bleed today.
~Angel Gonzalez
It was like looking in the mirror and that got me all sad. Now, there is an emptiness within me and I can't put a finger to it. I wonder why though the blues hit me so often? I use to be such a "happy-go-lucky" person. Whatever happened to me? I remember I use to laugh all the time! I really miss that the most, and how easily and naturally it used to come. I never really thought about laughter until it became scarce. That is because like air, it is taken for granted until it is in short supply.
:o(
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