No distance left to run
A deeper pains fills me today
After ridding myself of old pains
It shocks me to realize
How I'd grown to befriend misery
Is this masochism in my fate ?!
Or are we all like so ?
Newer pains we hate
When older pains we throw.
Stockholm syndrome ?
Or is this my 'real' home ?
Seeking pleasures from my past
Gloomy shadows that were cast
The deeper pain fills me today
It fills me deep and horrow
A deeper pain kills me today
I have found new sorrow.
When I hear of the millions of underprivileged, homeless and hungry people around the world, I feel I have no right to feel unlucky. I have not the prerogative to consider myself unfortunate in any way whatsoever. And yet I sometimes do. Yet, even with this knowledge, I persistently find reasons to be unhappy to the extent of being depressed. I commit the sin of placing myself in troubled faith; I have only to remind myself of people who have no food and water to live. Then I know how kind god has been to me.
A deeper pains fills me today
After ridding myself of old pains
It shocks me to realize
How I'd grown to befriend misery
Is this masochism in my fate ?!
Or are we all like so ?
Newer pains we hate
When older pains we throw.
Stockholm syndrome ?
Or is this my 'real' home ?
Seeking pleasures from my past
Gloomy shadows that were cast
The deeper pain fills me today
It fills me deep and horrow
A deeper pain kills me today
I have found new sorrow.
When I hear of the millions of underprivileged, homeless and hungry people around the world, I feel I have no right to feel unlucky. I have not the prerogative to consider myself unfortunate in any way whatsoever. And yet I sometimes do. Yet, even with this knowledge, I persistently find reasons to be unhappy to the extent of being depressed. I commit the sin of placing myself in troubled faith; I have only to remind myself of people who have no food and water to live. Then I know how kind god has been to me.
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